order...

"chaos was the law of nature; order was the dream of man"

-henry brooks adams

order is returning to our house after some sick little ewie days...fortunately andrew unselfishly took the brunt of it, since it was the most planned weekend i have had in 3 years...fortunately ewie has not been sick since may...and fortunately grammy had the week off and came into town for reinforcement when the 'roids were peaking...the guilt i felt was overwhelming...not being there for ewie...andrew doing it all...and cam-a-lam, just hanging out watching tv all day with a paci...being a mother has made me realize how much i need order in my life...but life, as a mother, has taught me there is no order...

a moment of order...

gone when i took ewie to wash his hands...