adapting...

life has forced me realize, it is ALL about adapting...this lesson to girl, who has all of her glasses arranged by height and type, and seriously feels unsettled when the playmobil mixes with the little people, but tries to appear to be laid back...sometimes adapting is rearranging...sometimes adapting is letting go...letting go of a utopia of eating dinner together every single night, driving everyone insane...realizing 80% is success, not necessarily 100%...tonight, andrew and i shared our first dinner alone at home in over a year...he ran, for the first time in over a year...and it was a GREAT night...the boyz are at the end of teething...they are in a state of monkey see, monkey do twin style...thanks to aunt keena, we rearranged and reached a safety zen...they do not have a limit of hide and seek, but luckily ewie loves to hide and cam loves to seek...ewie doing shhhh, shhhh, shhhh with his hands and whole body is something andrew and i hope to capture on film...cam and his "controlling issues" telling us where to go and being the only one to seek is so funny, even ewie lasts and goes with it...when i read my 'books' that aunt keena scoffs at...it reminded me the boyz want to mimic us...it reminded me the boyz are strong willed...which will be a good thing in the long run...but most of all, and as i have been told, adapting is the key...we had a great weekend, a night out, a visit from aunt lorri, uncle john and cole but most of all getting our life in order...by adapting...